I am 21 and have gotten laid once. It seems like girls only like me as a cuddle blanket and I seem to keep finding broken girls that want nothing to do with sex. I was okay with this at first but now I just feel angry. I became obsessed with porn after becoming sick of this. I needed some relief. It seems no matter how much I improve myself all I seem to find are girls that leave me frustrated. So sick of ending up with wounded girls that are just looking for cuddle blankets. So sometimes it gets too much and I think to myself 'fuck it, why try' and relapse. Yeah maybe I'm an asshole.
No, you're not. You're a young man experiencing something that most of us have been through. Girls often try to get emotional support without further involvement/commitment, just like us guys tend to do with sex. Don't blame it onto yourself. Be strong, decisive, and learn to love yourself first. You'll see that your relationship with the opposite sex will improve as well. And also don't blame yourself or call yourself an asshole, you're not. Commit to your journey into nofap, do the best that you can with no sense of guilt when you'll occasionally relapse. Work on improving your life, make it happen, start the positive cycle!
