A month ago I accepted not to know how many times to give him a chance. Of course he disappointed me again because things were unchanged, for example, when I was wondering how he felt nervous by saying, "until we talk about it," regardless of me as if I were not there when it was unable to have or maintain an erection "men are not like you women who can do it anytime" or "is just I'm very tired" (when it's really about PIED)and many other signs that convinced me that he said like me but make like him. Besides not recognizing and accuses me for everything. Until what time? I'm tired. I've had enough. I just feel like no more power to go through these feelings. Today we had to file a divorce request but said he has a lot of work and we go Monday. He lives in my house and I asked him to leave but he did not. I feel forced by him to live like this, to accept what he does. What can I do? I have forgiven him for so many times, I have suffered for so many years, I tried to show him that it was a bad road, I told him how many times I feel, I offered to help him and join him. What does he really want? If I do not mean anything to him, I just want to leave me alone. I want to heal I want to be good for my child who deserves to be happy and have a normal family. Everyday I read his daughter happiness and I can not not get nervous because I suffer and HE is the cause of my suffering and he is happy with his virtual women and his hand. His happiness is not related to me. I'm just a woman with feelings I'm not a stone on which to walk to build your happiness, I wanted and still want love.