Why do you stop getting stimulated to the only thing you've ever known

I've always watched straight porn and cam girls , every kink fetish that involves a women I've been there and sexually aroused by it, i had watched this for 18 years and never had any other needs , I was connected to women sexually in reality and in porn .

Then one day I was given an ssri and my sex drive plummeted

Took me a while to recover

And porn to start working again
Then trans porn and eventually regular began to drift , I just wasn't connected to it the same way anymore ,

I don't watch gay porn not into it. Tried to see, but it's definitely not my thing .

I'm growing more and more confused about my sexuality, I'm still not attracted to males , but believe we must have some bisexuality going on but it only comes through when you have someone who is cosmetically and hormonally enhanced aswell as behaviourally , in the form of trans

I'd love to go back to the days where regular porn was all I needed, because life is getting stranger by the day,

I take stimulants as a medication which causes hypersexuality when I'm in that state , I watch a broader range of transwoman porn, still not into the guy getting banged or gay porn, but I've even watched sissy porn , I mean to my eyes when I'm in a hypersexual state they don't look anything like a male except they have male genitals , when I am not hypersexualised I'm not particularly into this genre or a lot of other transwoman porn, which is strange,

I began to question my sexuality and tested myself in a hypersexual state , I'm still sexually attracted to women very much , but I'm very turned on by trans , but no where near as much if I'm not in stims,

I'm trying to work out wat the fuck my problem is right now , is my problem porn and the fact I'm very turned on by trans porn when hypersexual is because it's new to my brain and wat i have newly been watching , I believe if I hadn't have escalated and still been watching fetishes I had with female porn I would still be highly sexual and turned on the way I used to be,

Is porn desensitizing me or is things naturally taking there course, still not attracted to guys

I'm struggling to work out wat the fuck is wrong with me right now, will quitting porn give me some peace and bring me back to my old self

Or am I beginning to see some bi , this is insane why can't I stop porn

Is porn the reason I am more desensitized or am I on a path to finding out something,

I think I am just fucking with my brain , there obviously must be some bi going on , but not to guys only trans,

I feel like I am torturing myself with this , I want to go back to the days I am extremely turned on by women and women only