Why do i want to quit?

Hey there! I PMO'd twice today (after 12days streak... u can read about it here https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/nmie-neverending-mode.82701/ ) and i found out, maybe specify my reasons to quit and share them with people can help me to increase my will. Because i think i have major problem with these priorities...

Why i want to quit P and M? Well... [sorry for grammar... not eng. speaker]

1- I dont want to look on all girls/women as on a sexual objects. I think it deforms natural feelings between two people. I dont want to get to the point i will not be able to love someone...

2- I dont want to become a pervert one. Porn deforms brain in such a horrific way... you always need more weird and pervert vids to get the stimulation. You may find out normal sex boring so you can get aroused only on pervert things and fantasies. You cant get sexual satisfaction the natural way with your wife... u get just pervert and i want to be normal, not pervert weirdo... also i dont want to hurt feelings of someone i love...

3- I dont want to get erectional disfunction or some common sexual function disease... physical or psychical... also i dont want to be depressed, i just want to live healthy and normal. I know addicts on P are much damaged... they are not happy, they are often depressed, they have low confidence, low communication skills in real life... also people that do masturbation are not free. They are slaves of their own body, their own thoughts and pervert fantasies. It always makes them see in each women just a sexual object...

4- Im religious myself and i know watching P and doing M is something God hate (since it deforms you asi i mentioned above...)

5- I want to know that feelings when your mind is free... i want to know that greatm feelings people that quit PMO describe... that feeling of free mind, self confidence, no depression, increasing of communication skills and more...

6- I dont want to be a slave, I want to be free and any addiction makes you a slave...

7- I would like to prove myself i can do it. Prove myself i am strong enough to do that. I want to experience the feeling im stronger than all of those weak people that even does not try to quit...

8- I dont want to feel dirty and ashamed anymore



Well thats it so far... if i think of any more reasons why i want to quit P and M i'll actualize this thread.

Good luck all!

 

U deffinitely should quit porn... im on porn for years and though i cant say it ruined me so far, i still see massive effects on my life. Mostly objectify women and have deformated view on sexuality... porn is a drug for your brain. U better quit as soon as possible. The longer you watch it, the harder it is to quit...