Struggled with a fear of girls and people (social anxiety) for around 5 years, I have to be very familiar or spend a lot of time around a person before I'm comfortable being myself around them, about a year back feeling guilty from a monster fap session with widescreen ps4 internet, my head was that fucked 2-3 days after (I just had constant spiralling images of ebony babes) I didn't fap for 2 weeks but started again but without Porn, the fapping was much less frequent maybe every 5-6 days for like 4 months, I noticed it was a real arm killing affair to finish but gradually week by week I started getting my imagination back ? Not of images I'd seen, but with whatever I could muster from my actual real life memory, I had more sensitivity down there, but like a dickhead I relapsed like a week ago, felt shit, but saw this documentary on utube about negative porn effects etc and they had a girl I used to watch on there (I won't write her name because that would probably make people want to google her I don't want to fuck up anyones nofap) and she was saying she was really hurt on set, had to spend time in a hospital but couldn't fill out the next of kin leaflet because she knew none of her family wanted to know her, she was battling drug addiction at the time etc it was a sad story man, then was cruising reddit saw this it was like Jesus winking at me, this is like a pioneering site for men of the future, I thought it was just me and my head isn't right, after reading posts on the forum a lot of guys are describing the same symptoms I suffer from, this site needs to go big, fast, there's a whole generation of youth coming through again now man, I've already give my 16 yo brother a serious talk, I feel like ghandi.
It was great to read your story! Many things I recognise. I am at the 13 th day now, how about you? Keep it up, or down may be better.. Inspiring to read!
