When I Am Going to be Healed

Does the tinnitus go away once you start nofap? Iv heard tinnitus is a sign of withdrawal also, how long would that last?

 

Hello brother, don't give up and use blockers if you want to feel more safer

 

Hey could you tell me what is paws ?

 

Brother no problem! we human fail many times don't get demotivated. Just spot out the mistakes you had done. In my case if I watch any type of enjoyment content like gaming videos or just a timepass type movie, it decreases my control power and I slip sometimes. So I have now completely given up from all those enjoyments and dooes not do a penny amount of trust to myself. I am too strict and that's the reason I am almost completely free from it, have no conscious urges but sometime I do some acts which I know could trigger and that's the mistake. But I have now learned no matter what I wont do those things again!

 

I cant relate at all to your draw to porn, but the way you describe your brain or addiction driving you to the unhealthy things that lead you to get that sexual gratification. I mean your brain could draw you to go out and hire an escort, or it could draw you to get fit, dress well, get a better job and attract some hot woman to have sex with. But you are addicted to pmo, it is your source of sexual gratification.

Ive never watched porn but I have all the symptoms but with sex with a normal person. I get addicted to a person, and have massive withdrawals when they leave. I could go and meet someone new and I have offers but only my ex will satisify me and she is all my brain wants. My brain is drawing me to her constantly, thinking of the few good things, and how we can get back together now or in the future, it wont consider what a major problematic person she is and that she had me in prison twice recently. Its fucked up what our brains make us do for sex.

 

If you think about it, there are some fucked up reward systems out there far beyond PMO. Theres people that have sex with children, that are serial rapists, that have sex with inanimate objects, have sex with animals, have sex with hookers, cheat on their perfect partners and family just to satisfy what their reward system is crying out for.

Masturbation isnt the worst morally but its the most accessible and therefore perhaps the most damaging. Its easy to whack off to porn four times a day, its pretty difficult to have sex four times a day.

When I masturbate I rarely have an erection, I just sort of get a semi and then clamp it in place and beat it hard and fast to orgasm. The fact im not erect shows ive overloaded my reward system and im just forcing it out causing more damage.

If I only had sex when I had a good natural erection id probably never have sex, althought with my ex id have sex regular with ED Meds. Causing damage to myself each time im sure.