Whats wrong with me???

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Red79, Sep 11, 2018.

  1. Red79

    Red79 Fapstronaut

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    I get hard for sum women, others i dont... Ok, ill rewind back 2yrs, i was fuckin my new gf daily but would never cum..then all of a suddend my dick wouldnt get hard for her..been with multiple women, sum i would get hard for others it wouldnt budge.. Eventually i got a different gf an the same thing happened, sex was great in the beginnin but i wouldnt cum then i jus stopped gettin hard for her... A couple days later i ran into a old gf, she came to my house but i couldnt get hard until she did oral on me...i fucked her an orgasm pretty ez...I DONT GET IT.. Even tho i cheated on my new gf, my relationship is way more important then jerkin off to sum bitches i dont even know..for years i PMO, 1st to porn magazines, then porn DVDs.. Eventually i started surfin tha web on my desktop an then porn on my phone...i noticed it got more intense when i got a tablet.. Boy was that a bad idea...i would PMO 3,4 sumtimes 5x a day without recognizing what i was doin to myself until i would be with women an my dick wouldn't work.. At first i was blamin them or come up with sum type of other excuse to why my dick wouldn't get hard but i come to realize it was bcuz of porn... So now im here and i got rid of all porn an damn near just threw the whole tablet away, but instead i deleted all the 15,000 porn pics off it an jus keep it at my job... So after goin 5 days no PMO i relapsed yesterday but im 24hrs back no PMO...i plan not to go back to porn ever again, fuck that shit...i have fucked up alot of opportunities in the past due to porn i think an im jus ready to give it up completely... I said to myself the other day i have a problem, so im here.. Read a bunch a ppls sucess stories an i have hope that this can be fixed jus need to leave that damn porn alone...
     
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  2. elricthane

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    Porn kills, man. Spermatogenesis take 74 to mature on our body, and yet we kill it at the very first day. I'm rooting for your struggle.
     
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  3. oneotwo

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    Hey men wish you all the best ,im suggest to move your post to porn addiction to get more views
     
  4. Daborso

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    Hey man. Yes it can be fixed! I know what you mean, I used to fap 3-5 times a day too and I felt terrible the next day. If you fap that much time a day your body can't even produce enough semen the next day so maybe that's why you couldn't cum when you had sex. Today is exactly 3 weeks since I relapsed and I feel sooo damn good. Keep at it, it's worh it! And kill that porn and let it rot in hell!
     
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  5. Red79

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    Yea thanx man, i appreciate ur words of encouragement... u kno the crazy part, u dont really kno wats goin on until itz too late smh... but i cant let this crap control me no more... my gf is a 10 like wtf am i doin... done with this shit.
     
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  6. Contentful T

    Contentful T Fapstronaut

    You honestly judge the female you are in a relationship with by a numbered appearance based value system?

    SMH

    Anyways not saying it is ok to do that with strangers but hey let me just finish by saying I hope you get off P.
     
  7. Red79

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    A 10 in all aspects...not jus appearance
     
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  10. GA93JDeereboy

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    You can stop. I stopped. With the help of people's feedback on here giving me tremendous encouragement to quit. The hardest part is the start. I don't know if asking a girlfriend to help would help you, maybe she is kind and considerate and would be able to understand and help you through this to get you where you need to be.
     
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  11. Red79

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    My girl is kool, its just my pride gettin in the way of actually tellin her.. An im sure her mind wonderin wtf is goin on.. i kno she probably think im out there fuckin everything movin smh... But im so fed up with this shit i dont think ima relapse again, im totally over this porn shit... Thanks tho bro, i appreciate it.
     
  12. Freddiefox

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    Maybe worse than that, she is likely blaiming herself, feeling something must be wrong with her. Beatinf this thing is awesome, beating this thing with the woman who loves you, by your side and with you, priceless.
     
  13. Red79

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    The girl is beautiful, i doubt shes blamin herself but i kno shes in love with me an got my back all the way ..i threw hints at her but really just dont kno how to come out an say it without feelin embarrassed u kno... But i done fucked up with so many women in the past im totally over this PMO shit.. Shit fuckin up my sex life.. No urges, no more relapsing..Im over it.. FUCK THAT.
     
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