what to do

in the place i live, being attracted to the same sex is deadly. i was studying in a public area and there was someone else studying that i really liked. i think we looked at each other several times. we did not talk at all. i felt we had something in common. something we can never talk about. something we can never have ever in our life. it is a sin. you can't do that at all. either be this way or die.

i can not stop thinking of that person since then. and i really hope i can ever meet him again and just have those silent looks again. i was really sad seeing him leaving.

 

i can't take migration steps on behalf of just being attracted to same sex. this will be a huge disappointment for my family. i totally depend on them here. they definetly would disown me. on 2023 i will be graduated as a general practioner of medicine. all what i think of now is to just graduate and get a real life outside my country, but the steps of doing so is harder than ever

 

i'm in such need of someone to talk to me about if i should ever act upon my same sex attraction or not. i feel so bad when i think i have to spend my whole life alone. i have my friends and everything, but no1 knows anything or even think im this way. plz give me some advice

 

A sad place in the middle East

 

I can't feel confident or secure enough to tell my info anywhere :'(

 

I'm 19 yo. Was born in 2000

 

U got a nervous breakdown cuz it's also a taboo in Ur country or because of the one u dated, cuz I feel like there r many nice ppl around me in the uni that r the same but we never talk about those sort of things. We dare not do

 

I can't thank you enough for putting Ur time to read my story, and I really appreciate that someone has such good wishes for me. Thanks man

 

yes i totally agree with you