what is the point of life

Keep fighting man. Im in a similar situation. I think this is why almost all of us here. If we didn't experience negative effects from port we wouldn't consider doing nofap to reverse these symptoms.
Consider doing 1 year nofap .I believe it will be a good time for your sexual system to heal. Until then don't judge the situation. ..if it doesn't work go see a doctor. .I mean keep trying and keep fighting. Negativity will make you fall back to pmo. .which in turn will make your situation even worse. .wich ofc will make you even more depressed. ...it's a vicious cycle. .be smart and don't fall into it. If you're struggling with ED ..like me. .man ...we have no choice but to stick to nofap. .porn in no option anymore. Let's fight together man.

 

Well there are plenty of other things you can do during sex. And if it bothers you that much you can always ask for a blue pill from your doctor.

You have a girlfriend? If she's supportive then you can you work this out together. You know, patience, do other things, not enlarge the issue. Also, try this 'Karezza' thing. It's like focussing on other pleasurable things but penetration.

I can't say I 'cured' my ED yet but it sure helped me when my therapist told me these things. I don't have a GF unfortunately to try it all out with, but hey, if you have a GF you're one step ahead of most of us in curing your PIED.

Life isn't just about sexual penetration. I'm sure there are other things you enjoy, perhaps eat tasty food, hang out and laugh with your GF or friends, play video games or soccer/football.

That's my 2 cents.

 

Stick with nofap bro. I totally understand how you feel. Relapses put me into the darkest places sometimes. I feel a tiny bit of hope that we can do this. It will be worth the shot