As I am writing this i my chest akes from the urges to release. Do i need to go through this extreme? What if i don´t even quallify for a PMO junkie, than this is all for nothing and i´m missing out all the newest fap-vids. Well i just realized that if i did´nt have a problem then why the horrid struggle to abstain from it right? My Name is Martin by the way and i´m a 31 year old guy from Sweden, who´s currently struggeling with every aspect possible in life. I am not going into that right now, I will only say that This nofap thing certainly will add another crack to my sinking ship. Porn has been part of my life since i was about 10 years old. It started from looking at magazines that me and my friends found in the forrest, at the time i did´nt have a clue what i was looking at or why my tiny dick was trying to get my attention but man was it faccinating! a few years After that, motion picture porn was introduced into my life and it felt like the natural transition to go with. worn out VHS tapes started to circulate amongst me and my little fapper friends, how could life get any better!? year 2000 that question got answered by the installation of high speed internet... 14 years and a couple of thousands actions of addiction later i have come to terms that my relationship to sex, sexual partners, fantasies and performance is hevily altered by indulging in visual stimulance of viritual intercource. I Need a new outlook on sex and i don´t want to be controlled by unrealistic sexual ideals. But man! jumping of the porn train feels so scary! and not to say lonely.;( Porn has been a reliable comfort that always provides pleasure and short term fullfillment. A life without all that super hot stuf feels like less of a life. My rational Side tells me otherwise. That if i manage to go through with it i will see it from another perspective and thus not feel the way I am feeling right now. Anyway that´s in short my story, I am glad i took this step to be free from addiction and are looking forward to follow you guys on your journey through hell and out! Thank you! /Martin
solution to ye. keep up it is worth it, i have abstained for 31 days before and i became the man of my dreams during them, it felt sooo good that i don't know how i relapsed, i did not know about nofap then i did it out of no where, but now i feel i can go forever that there is such a community to support, we are here to help each other out into overcoming this porny horny demon
Hello Martin, Great that you take the step to be porn free. I'm started a few days ago and I'm really strugling with it. But I look to the future and when we are free from the porn addiction, life must be much better. Yesterday my girlfrind was with me, I told her about this and she respect what I'm doing. That makes me feel much better. I'm allready noticed the difference when I'm whit my girl. My dick stays much longer hard and we had sex yesterday 3 times without a problem But now I'm alone and have a harde time not to watch, but I have too. I've made a prommise to myself that I don't do any PMO for atleast 30 days. And I have to keep my promisses! My story looks just like yours and I now I have to change for me and the people around me. I wish you good luck and all the best. Max
