Well, porn sure did me in. I watched so many gangbangs and MFM videos that I actually talked my girlfriend into trying this stuff.. Originally when we met our relationship was based on sex, we banged like rabbits everyday. fast forward 3.5 years into the relationship I guess we were both bored and ready to try new things. I don't think our relationship is over but I do think this shit needs to stop. I wonder if I stop watching porn.. If I will think of her differently now that we kind of dove in pretty deep and I have seen her do some crazy stuff. Anyone here get sucked into the swingers stuff? The more I think about it, the more I am amazed how seriously powerful porn is... I am worried about starting the challenge and just failing because sex is everywhere, even driving down the street every girl is walking around with her ass showing. it seems almost impossible to try and ignore the urges.
Don't delay embarking upon trying to change for the better. You will probably not be successful at first. It will probably be very uncomfortable. Your mind and body will punish you for trying to deny it what it wants. You will understand that you are more addicted to PMO and sex than you realized. You will battle with it and yourself for control and learn that your porn/fantasy sex life has become inextricably entwined with your 'real life '. Sooner or later, you will need to address your problem or allow it to totally take over your life. Stop as soon as possible if you can and want to. Because one day you will find that you have to. And it won't be pretty.
