Don't know if you have experienced that. I feel like I'm switching between two persons. The sad (or depressed) and serious one and the happy and careless one. This is so weird, I have a "ok" streak of 40 days where I am P free but I am 3 days M free. I feel so messed up, I think this is some temporary shit and maybe that's why people call me weird. Someone even said that I have a "dynamic or bombastic personality" or some shit. Jesus help me with this fight, I want to be normal again.
Yeah, we all have ups and downs/ Life can be very difficult depending on ones life situations.. somehow you need keep on going and do your best.
