Was it a relapse?

Okay here's the thing - during the night, I woke up extremely horny and fought the urge to MO. I'm not sure, but I also have flashes of myself orgasming and feeling bad - thing is, I'm not sure if said orgasm was undertaken by my concious actions or what. I simply don't remember doing it but I know the orgasm did happen as my body feels depleted.

Now, in the past I have woken up super horny in the night and MO'd (long before nofap) so it's not out of the question that I did do it, it's just that I have no idea if this is what happened. If it did, I'd be very upset as I'm only on day 5 of my nofap and was finding it easy as well.

 

If you're not sure if you consciously did it, I don't think it's a bad idea to count it as a relapse. From what you tell, your habit used to happen exactly during these times... it's when you're most vulnerable.

But don't confuse it with a wet dream. If you were truly unconscious, then it's off your hands. Look here: http://www.nofap.org/answers/wet-dreams/

5 days is great man, if you keep at it that number will continue to go up.

 

Hi

I'm resetting my count just to be safe. I went from twice a day only a fortnight ago and here I am making it five days without. Gutted because I was enjoying my streak. Oh well. Suppose it's back on track for me.