Voyeurism and tiredness.

It all started 6 years ago, so I was 19 years old. I was delivering food and the light went off in the building, there was only one window with the light on and so I could achieve my first voyeur experience, by accident. From there, every time I distributed food at night, I started looking through the windows looking for girls.
Later, I started going to the institute. But when it got dark I left to go to any building in the neighbourhood. I also used to frequent a park at night where the girls peed outside the nightclub. I thought about the same thing all day, even when I was with other people and during the class.
From then until now, all these years I have been doing the same thing during my free time.
It's a compulsive attitude that leads me to do it without thinking, and then I regret masturbating and feeling tired.
IT'S ALREADY TIME OF CHANGE, I HAVE DECIDED NOT TO GO IN SEARCH OF VOYEUR ACTIVITIES, NOT TO MASTURBATE ME, AND NOTHING OF PROSTITUTES.

 

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