video chat addiction and car crash videos?

Discussion in 'Problematic Sexual Behavior' started by Zorglub, May 17, 2019.

  1. Zorglub

    Zorglub Fapstronaut

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    Hi everybody,

    I have reset my counter after I went back a few times to video chat when I have engaged in a sexual conversation (generally with a young man in a daddy-son kink) and end up MO. I don't watch P anymore, but when I start going on chat rooms, I can't stop, it's bad (makes me feel like shit) and dangerous (for different reasons). I really need to stop. Not for a month or two (I can do that easily), but for ever! I'm also ashamed to admit that I like watching car crash videos on youtube, it doesn't turn me on but often will lead to going on chat rooms like ch**r****tte. Anybody can explain that?
     
  2. Infrasapiens

    Infrasapiens Fapstronaut

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    Could you please explain the car crash thing better? You use it to engage in potentialy sexual conversations?
     
  3. Zorglub

    Zorglub Fapstronaut

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    Hi! Sorry, English is not my first language. No, I watch them on Youtube as a guilty 'pleasure' and after a moment I go on dirtyrtte "just for a peep" but it often ends with MO . Somehow, I think it is the same mental process of transgression.
     

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