urine and semen. two very good fluids. i have been drinking my urine now about 8 years. its a super food. im retaining my semen now on day 4. my seat of consciousness is moving back to a kinder and gentler place. i was the god of lust when i used porn. or when it used me. not pretty. but we can get snatched from the jaws of defeat by the mercy of our higher self....in a holy instant. "extreme anything creates its opposite. so , being diametrically oppossed to light merely requires one to stop and turn around. stop pushing the river. stop digging my own grave. fuck that. just needed to face the fears. i had a lot. plus my porn habit was obvious. i had ruined my reputation. i got expossed in the light. it burns a bit . but the process is soul saving. thank you for reading me. : ) oh yea, google shivambu.
