Ups and Downs

So I'm at Day 13 of starting NoFap. My reason for doing this is to eliminate the bittersweet thing that is porn. After having an on and off PIED crisis I've turned to NoFap to solve this crisis that has plagued me. while the issue is on and off, when it happens it puts me in the lowest of lows. I lose focus of my life and studies. All I can dwell on is PIED and how stupid it is that I get it. The underlying cause I believe to be porn, since I've watched it since I was 13. I have a beautiful girlfriend that I want to save all my intimacy for. Although since starting NoFap I have had sex fine the first two times, the third time it wasn't happening. I hope to continue this journey and seek the end goal of only desiring sex and kicking my PIED. This is an amazing forum and thing that this community is doing. Death to the plague that is porn.

 

Well I just M'ed. However no porn. I just layed back and fantasized about my gf because I couldn't stop thinking about her. Just slowly and softly M'ed and honestly I feel amazing after. I think the trick is to stop porn as a whole and focus on what really turns you on.