Un new to nofap...

look my names nothing i have nothing and im going staright for nothing... this was me when i was 12 nothing. Nothing good came out of life accept empty fulfillment and the constant desire to sit on my butt all day and play on my over filled steam account. Every night i would end it with a prize on my favorite internet site this would usually then lead to a few more maybe a toss and turn in bed and then... a suns up good morning get out of bed... i walk through the front doors of whitmer eyes on my head and bricks on my four walls around my head my shoulders feel tense maybe ill shake i talk to nothing and look at nothing accept my feet now people are laughing is it about me? I walk to my first block hoping to get through. Eyes forward mouth shut dont say anything stupid please alex... i walk into the cafeteria sit bymyself i cant take the noise i cant wait to sit at home and stare at my computer monitor maybe ill get rich in 1942rp gmod... I look at the celling one year in the future i leave the house after a hot shower to meet up with my bestfriend maybe we can deuce a cig... we sit at the creek chilling and smoking everything's fine... accept that constant cry for help in my head and that back breaking anxiety i try to tell a joke but it doesnt come out very well... i feel down about myself. Now its time to finish the last day of sophomore year... i feel high even higher then the roof that we are now on we take a look at the busy road and see two people staring at us but it doesnt bother me or my friends maybe if we werent as blown as we get down and walk from the scene we see a cop car staring its headlights at us hands on the car so we can search you throughly this results in a month taken from my precious rule breaking summer now its half a year into the future i walk into whitmer like a hot blade sharp as a razor im shoulder and shoulder with my best friend that knows better she’s cool and funny we walk through the school together everyday we walk through like people are nothing we make pranks laugh and run around with our gang of loons.

 

Everybody, I broke the rules this is how my life has improved although i dont say much about it. At first i started off with no friends and then slowly but surley life started to improve ive been with nofap for a long time

 

Wow thankyou for the resources this will help me in my studies i really appreciate it and i am not new here but its a good thing that i decided to post this becuase right now knowledge is acting as my firewall and i am moving through very easily

 

Thanks cor the support i made it really far into my last streak and rn everything is going well!