Trying again for the 100th time

I think it's been about 4 years since I realized that masturbating was a problem for me, and once every couple of months I try to give it up but always end up falling back into the slum. Last week, I set myself a goal to reach at least 30 days but on day 8 I saw some suggestive things on the internet and slowly ended up relapsing. I said to myself, okay, tomorrow we just start again but then I ended up PMOing twice, and the same the day after that. Today is the day after that day and I've already PMOd twice today and decided to get on to this place to see if it will help me at all, I hope it does because I think everything bad in my life stems from porn and masturbation addiction. So, tomorrow will be day 1, 3rd of January, I want to make it to the end of the month but it's going to be so hard. I really hope this place helps.

 

Hmm, well, last time when I started I set my browser to redirect pornhub to a youtube video that inspired me to start again, and that helped on day 6 or 7 when I started craving it again, but the problem was that other things pop up all over the place and I don't know how to avoid them all. Sometimes it's like, okay, just a tiny little peek to award myself and then it's all pretty much over. I'm thinking of visiting these forums every day to get inspiration but I fear that wont be enough.