I designed this thread such that one can extract as much productivity with very less distraction. Yeah, that means you will feel isolated and things will get monotonous. But the plus side being you WILL be getting shit done. I'm almost sounding like I'm trying to "comfort" you, but that how it sounds to me right now. You are missing the socializing part, which is an aspect of feelings. You should understand, if you are able to eliminate your requirement to feel, you can transition into almost a machine like existence where you will care about nothing but getting work done, and you will get a lot done. One thing I can tell you, I might be wrong, but if you care about attaining your goals, you must learn how to control your need to lean on how things make you feel, and be able to do irrespective of your mood. You simply sacrificed a part of you for what you have decided matters more. As with your desire for more active participants, you can be sure there will be none. Here's a smiley to make you feel better
Damn you dropped a truth bomb. haha, thanks for this long message, I will be productive on my own without external influence.