These days porn caught me again. I watched it day and night. If I closed my eyes, those porn pictures would appear. This is terrifying. I decide to quit it for three main reasons: My parents' hair turns white. I need to be independent and strong, instead of worrying them. So many precious youth time had been wasted on PMO. I don't want to regret more. To stay physically and mentally healthy. There will be urges and troubles in the following days. But I will stay clean, cause I know the nofap lifestyle is truly beatific.
Happy to achieve 30 days goals. Unfortunately, I still have a struggle today. Maybe somehow have too much 'confidence'. More roads to go through, and more happiness to find
Urges in last night and this morning. I guest I need to be rather cautious with my page view of today. Thoughts will come, and I just need to be aware of them and filter them.