tis the season..........to be lonely

Discussion in 'Loneliness' started by going up, Dec 23, 2018.

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    merry fucking christmas. forgive my attitude. i submit we are being played. as in, go buy people gifts to show you still care. the only gift is a present you. being here/now is the gift. deep and real. on time. now. "sex addicts are the loneliest people in the world"...i read somewhere. and the numbers are growing. osho would tell us to sit with the loneliness feeling. to travel it deep to the origin of it. to use it. in order to know it and heal it and finally to rejoice and dance with it. as "it" is a fragmented aspect of ourselves that just wants to be respected and loved back into the oneness of being. a healing. our tucked away pieces are coming home now. out of the darkness of fear and shame and pain and resentments we crawl to the light , to the hope of mercy/compassion/understanding. dont be cruel to each other. offer the gift. offer the present of being present. not recently dosed by a mega bang from a handjob with extra porn. we have to be unmedicated. fully functional. real. and at ease with it. a jesus does not judge us. a true friend would not substantiate our insanity. he/she would see thru it and invoke the child of god forth. and we would be very wise to trust that process. that process of being a baby jesus now ..at christmas. we each must choose to hatch. to step forth. dont go get a fix. dont go shopping. be still and touch the deepest howl you can ...and claim it. attention is healing. we bring the light. show mercy. "it was just our attack thoughts attacking our invulnerability.".....ACIM. feel the bubbles of bliss rise. judge nothing now. just perform first aid. do you feel me ? : )
     
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  2. Haha yeah I do feel you sometimes! I like your stream of consciousness thoughts!
     
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    thanks. me too. the words are from my upline. i bring them into this venue with intent to enlighten the lost. the lost that know we are lost. the archetypes all wanna dance now. earth is a nursery of the gods now. fact.
     
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  4. What's "upline"?
     
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    you are correct. we are at war with only ourselves. "there is only one path as there is only one walker" and "we live in the mind of god and he in ours".....acim. we battle to defend our isolation. we took a position apart. call it an ego. it served us. but it was never meant to be the seat of consciousness that a child of god knows. no. too small. too fear based. relax. let the shell break. step forth. dissolve. join the ocean. come home to the realization that we caused it all and we can undo it. be still (oh wanker) and know that "i am god". once we do we laugh our nuts off. we had miscreated this world . we can do better. 7 billion children of god make a joyful noise. lol
     
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    my higher self. my fiduciary. my angel, my guide, the finger of god. inspiration, muse. a helper. but downline has its gifts too.
     
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    the words are from my upline. but the intervention came from the mother. from mercy. from a kindness that i allowed to touch me where it hurt. i gave my consent to be guided back to sanity when i pryed my cold fingers off my tired dick ..for 6 days now. i choose to let go and let god. yup. this is a free will reality. it has other laws too. some of which are very generous. : )
     
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  8. Oh OK I get it!
     
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  9. The sun is the limit

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    Osho as being himself a drug addict and very possible sex addict is maybe not a good spiritual source to consider on a healing journey away from such kind of addictions.
     
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    osho was a finger pointing at the moon.
     

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