Time to change

First of all I wanted to apologize for my English, I will be using Google Translate.

I'm 22 years old, I started PMO around age 12, I never really considered myself an addict (which was a mistake), but everything got noticeably worse for at least 3-4 years, I started looking at all kinds of Really twisted stuff that's not worth mentioning, stuff that my past self would probably be grossed out by.

But I think this is getting out of hand at the moment, I have been spending too much money on escorts (prostitutes) and online "content".

I believe that for the sake of my physical and mental health, and for the sake of my personal finances, I must put this whole twisted addiction behind me once and for all, and that is why I am here.

I thank those who have read my story.

 

Thank you for the message, it is just as you say, this is like a bottomless abyss, over time you fall even deeper and end up doing things you never thought of doing.

But we all had a life before we got into this, my goal is to get back to that life.

Thank you very much and I wish you success on your path too!