Thrasher - Novos Momentos - 200 Days

Thrasher - 18 years

When it all started

When I didn't know nofap, I was a completely strange guy in every way, I was a very shy guy, without any confidence, without any perspective in life, at school I was a shit, I was tired like a tree sloth, I tried to mold myself to please other people, I only thought about porn scenes, I was a complete comatose deviant, I was a failure with women, I got no respect from almost nobody, besides that I considered myself an atheist at that time, but as I was a fucking child of only 15 years old I had no notion of what I was talking about, I had never even picked up a Bible to read.
Until everything changed when there was a video (Classic) from Matheus donadelli talking about the benefits of nofap, at the time I didn't even know what NOFAP was,
I didn't pay attention to the video and continued down to see those ridiculous videos that I saw on youtube, then after a while I was surfing again on youtube and there appeared again a video from this German guy (Matt), until then I had already seen what NOFAP meant,When I saw the video my mind started sabotaging me trying to make me believe that what he was saying about the ''benefits'' was a lie, then I fucked up and stayed in the same life of shit with P for a few more months, and I did not understand why I always woke up tired or woke up all rotten stinking of garbage, I had times that I would wake up and go straight to P, then after a long time it came to my mind to practice nofap just to test, to see how I would be without at least 1 week, then I went to try to stay without PMO, needless to say that the first day was a failure, I was trying for 2 years straight, I would go to sleep at 11 in the morning and wake up at night because when I deregulated my sleep I didn't feel like relapsing so much, and that's how I stayed for a few months, Until one day I did this I got 20 days, after 20 days I relapsed, but I had noticed that I was getting more than a week, even two, as time went by I was reaching more days, until I reached day 40, I felt super good (not so much compared to today),but it was already a great advance for me, then it was getting a little easier and as time went by I reached the 90 day mark, and yes friend, that was where everything changed, when I reached 90 days I started to feel in control, the urge to masturbate was zero but still had some pulsations for P, but I could control myself very well, I felt much better, I was a new person, then again I relapsed, but already with the mindset of relapse without P, only relapsed in M, and from the relapse my mind started to push me to do M every 1 week, but I as every warrior that wants something better in life, I decided not to do her will (As I already had the power of self control, it was easy), I endured a lot, until the 150th day that I had a relapse, and honestly I didn't feel any harm, but my focus was to win this shit no matter what I have to pay and until today it is like that, after I relapsed I went back to nofap again, and ended up staying 200 days which I am today, and I am very happy.

Benefits

1- The self control that I have is unparalleled, and the energy is not to mention (I have up and down days, but they are more up than down), The flatline has reduced a lot, and I have been having night polutions every 15 to 20 days, every now and then it passes.

2- I have adopted a sport in my life, bodybuilding, and for about 7 months now I have been working out every day, lifting iron and stuff, and honestly, my body went from a dry body style guy from the bush (not so much), to a top shape that I never had.

3- Man, my hair used to be a trash, it was dry and all rotten, it even fell out once in a while, but after I hit the reboot (90 days) upwards, my hair improved drastically, let's say, it was like water to wine, it became extremely thick and dense, shining like the sunrise.

4- My confidence has improved a lot too, I can reach whoever I want and at whatever time I want and whenever I want.

5- The fear, the fear that I had of life things, to talk to people, to do something, to go out in the street, to go to the bakery, this fear disappeared and among others, in the past my heart was pounding and I was sweating, nowadays I stay very calm in an absurd calm, and I speak what I have to speak and do what I have to speak
The courage is not to mention, the courage to try something new has never been so strong in me, I have the divine power.

6- Now people respect me a lot, practically everyone (ALL).

7- My skin has improved a lot, it went from a cadaver skin to a shiny and smooth skin, like those cars that you get from the store, shining.

8- My focus has increased a lot, when I get to do something I don't stop until I finish it, besides improving in games and becoming a good fucker.

9- I don't care, but honestly, I don't care about any opinion, any offense, that's why I don't care, I don't touch, it's like I don't care, it's even strange, because some people expect my reaction and it's even strange for me because I've never felt this in my life, I'm unshakable, try whatever you want, because I know who will win.

10- I stopped objectifying women, I started to look at women with other eyes.

11- In the past I had the most known as HOCD, but it was in the beginning, when I saw that I was already seeing this garbage I definitely decided to go further on nofap, I was many days without and I got cured of this shit, once in a while some images come in my head, my mind trying to sabotage me, but self control is a miraculous work, these thoughts we see every 2 months, and they last only 10 to 20 seconds, but I am cured, my passion for women is increasing and I am going crazy.

12- My connection with jesus has increased a lot,
in the middle of this journey i had created the habit of reading the bible and praying, which i keep nowadays and all day long, and this hijado me deimas with energy and rotten thoughts, jesus is salvation, pray and reveal what you go through to him and ask him to help you and repent of your sins, do this every day, and you WILL be a new person, believe in your potential. (Jesus loves you).

13- Absurd happiness, I have felt an immense happiness in small things, I have detachment for things easily, this due to nofap and jesus with which I have contact every day, I stopped eating so many fried foods and started to eat healthy!

14- Better immunity, before I used to get the flu for anything, nowadays it is difficult and rare for me to catch a fever (1 every 1 year) and the flu, my immunity is very good.

15- My physical strength has increased a lot in training, I have been working hard and before I couldn't even open a bottle, I had to ask my father to open it (I was 12 or 13 years old), today I am 18 years old, now everything has changed, I am extremely strong and dense as never before.

16- When I practiced fap I used to lie in bed and if I got up fast I would faint and after I started nofap this stopped happening, today I get up whenever I want and for as long as I want and I don't faint, nothing happens.

17- Lack of worry, I don't worry about anything, in the old days I used to wonder what would happen if I dropped something or stopped doing it, but nowadays I don't even worry about it anymore.

18- My intuition is as sharp as a Labrador's nose, sometimes it seems that I have predictions.

19- The friendships that I used to have, after I started to have Jesus as my savior, those friendships are gone, friendships that didn't help me to evolve I broke all of them, after I started to practice nofap I felt that the more days I stayed, the more I stayed away from my friends, I am in another vibration.

20- Now the most expected of all will be said here and now
ATTRACTION TO WOMEN!
gee, how can I explain? hmm... SENSATIONAL!
In the old days no woman would even look at me, they all ran away from me and today I am the one that runs away from them, at school it is another level, all the girls in my class keep looking at me, or flirting with me, and I have to hold back, because I don't want anything serious, on the street it is the same thing with girls of the same age, There are times that it happens so much that I feel harassed, it gets to be even strange, women with boyfriends and without, but I don't care for this, because I never liked to socialize with anyone, I always preferred to stay alone doing what I like.

These are just some of the benefits I have felt, remembering that I have been away from PMO for over 250 days.
This report is from a while ago that I just decided to post it now to motivate some people, thank you very much