I'm incapable. Not of succeding in nofap- that I am capable. No I'm incapable of moderation. I was just thinking. I really, REALLY wish.. that I could use porn or chaturbate or whatever it is that pleases me at the time. I really wish I could just do that stuff, and have it not be a problem because I KNOW how much I loved it when I would! (aside from the regret afterward..) But.. I can't. Its impossible. Even in moderation, it's terrible for me- and moderation is just something I can't do with this. I'm an addict, and there's no room for use with an addict.
