This is why I came back to Semen retention

I have been a PMO addict for more than 10 years. And as a result, even in college I always preferred PMO rather than real company. I wasted my school as well as college life to this shit.

In May 2018, I got job as Software developer after a lot of searching and interviews. Fortune enough, I got the job and for 3 months I had gone into training and stuff and it was all so busy.
Back then everything was going great. I didn't tried to look for the reason as no one does if everything is alright.
When I was searching for job and preparing for interviews I got to know about NoFap and did for few months. After that I was so into preparation that I was not getting enough vacant time to waste on PMO.(Maybe I somehow changed my way of life by building willpower)
When I joined job and went for training, my life became more hectic and same thing happened. No time to waste on PMO. So what were the things I got in return by this habit ??

1. I was able to put more energy into training and learning so naturally I became a respected candidate.
2. I had confidence of god level. It was like there were no problems I was afraid of. I always found a way by giving more time or consulting with trainer or googling like crazy etc etc
3. As I became confident, I started talking with a batchmate on which I had crush. Which was a delight in itself and motivation enough to perform good in training.
4. Well it was not some superpower so I didn't got into relationship with her as she was having some other targets in life. But to my surprise, I got interest of 3 girls in a week.
I mean 3 girls to approach me who was a total shut-in college and school life was something.

As any normal male would do, I choose to go out with the one who was more attractive in my eyes( I don't mean anything bad for other). It was first time and when we started dating, my P memories kicked in.
I started to go out with her but when I would be in my flat, I would fantasize and M. And in few days, I was back to watching P and MO after that.
I didn't took much time, In a month or so, I lost everything. My confidence, my energy, my memory power and followed by her.

I was devastated and no matter what I did, it always went south. I was so busy in PMO that I didn't even think PMO might be the cause that I wasn't able to back my life to track again.

So few months before today, I somehow remembered I did NoFap before joining job with semen retention.
So I thought why shouldn't I give it a try again. And today I am on 75+ day with longest streak of 14 days without wet dreams. I haven't been able test whether its working or not due to lockdown. But in my project, I am taking lead of even hard things so this is a plus.

My current goal is to have 30 days of wet dream free semen retention.

 

Thanks bro. That's why I am trying to be a better and refined person