Hi Fapstronauts, this is Sammy from Australia. I am 27 years old male addicted to porn for about 15 years running. I am working and studying to graduate within a year. I have strong dreams and expectations for myself. I want to stop myself from the bad act because it is i believe what my body wants and is necessary if i want to succeed seriously'. I found this forum by accident through a youtube video. Am i am glad i have found it and i hope this helps out. Porn has been my relief modem. Whenever i feel anxious, restless and low i resort to porn which helps me for the instant. It has been some time when i have realized as if i should not have done it and able to stop myself after i have done it. I tried to stop myself by erasing all the porn from my computer couple of times before. But i am continually repeating the bad act (feeling i cannot control myself of the act). I like women and and understand that they are much more than just sexual partners for a man and like to have a good healthy relationship in future. There are other issues physique wise that i am concerned about too (less sperm count, feeling weak, nervousness, prone to stress, voice trembling, speaking/acting abruptly without thought, body automatically aching for porn(this is not natural) and at times my dirty perception during encounters with other people. I want to free myself from this disease. I would gladly accept any help and support from you guys. This is DAY 1
Hey Sammy242, Welcome aboard. Glad to see you that you've taken a decision to become a best version of yourself. Go for 90 days no PMO & complete a reboot challenge. We all are here to help you in this journey. We're all in the same boat so just start from today. Stay clean. Peace.
Welcome to NoFap where you are amongst friends who are here to encourage you and sometimes challenge you but not judge you. The enemy is here to steal, kill and destroy. What are your current strategies for combating the enemy called PMO?
This is DAY 2 I am feeling low. I clicked on my bookmarks and came across PMO material. I watched them for a while while constantly telling myself I should stop. I stopped. I have erased all my bookmarks and history. I don't feel good. I am meeting up with peers tonight and I know it will be tough and I will be anxious. I will control myself of the raging emotions ahead.
