Third try

So this is my third time trying, my first try lasted almost 25 days, first week i felt like shit, as all others describe. I first fucked up when i just had a urge to watch some porn i didn't deleted from my PC(i didn't do it because it is like 50 GB of HD porn, and i felt sorry to erase it all, because i was gathering it like for 2-3 years), i was browsing and cleaning my disk when i came across the Porn folder(almost literally) and yeah, that was the day i fucked it up. after this i was masturbating like 6 times a day, and it lasted for 3-4 days i think. At tuesday i finally stopped again, and it lasted up to today(19.4) since 2 days ago i just felt urge to fap till i would get to coma but i somehow survived it, till now i thinking about wearing a chastity to overcome the most fatal urge when i'm sitting at home. but it was to late, when i tried it i just couldn't handle it and i masturbated(with the chastity on).
So today is my day number ONE, i hope i will get at least a 100 streak, thank's for reading.
p.s. sorry for all mistakes i did, english is not my native language