This is a strange one, for about a stretch of 6+months I was unemployed, and discovered and starting watching transwoman porn for about 4-5 months I never saw any masculine sides , just a chick with a dick it was an inevitable escaltion , in isolation aswell, and things appeared quite distorted from your everyday day to day . For the majority of the 6months I had very little social contact with other men in a social setting apart from family I started work and work with other men all day. Since then I havent been able to look at transwoman stuff the same , as if a vale has lifted and the fantasy world of porn is completely broken , Infact I can't get hard watching it. I always knew my interest in the genre was all a theoretical fetish. And normal porn became boring and I think I began to see this genre from a slightly distorted perspective , I didn't notice so much of the subtleties. I think I myt have broken my transwoman interest Since I started work , and I watch any transwoman porn I see more and more of the masculine features in the transwoman and I am completely unable to get hard. I can't see the festish anymore it's almost like the fantasy has been shattered Unless I'm just fucking tired , is this particular interest something that can actually be broken( is it possible your born to find this interesting )real life exposure , etc etc
Congrats my dude. I think it's mostly theoretical for me too. The masculine traits are too striking so I had to look for the most feminine transwomen I could find - and they are pretty rare, if nonexistent. When I was a kid I used to think that they were actual women with dicks, which made it more bearable.