Things that haunts me

The memories that I thought I could accept and move on but I never did.

 

Of what I did in the past, I couldn't catch up in school, so I cheated and I had to. Then the teachers and students found out. I failed and went to another school and same thing happened and finally I dropped out. Seeing my friends graduate on facebook makes me feel so hollow inside, because I feel like they don't know me, that I had problems.

'Childhood Memories'- It was the title that I picked out of the other during art test. It was bad and I got humiliated by a teacher in front of everyone and several other times. And the worst is the people in your life that no matter how good or bad of a day you're having they can't see and will not allow you to be and make it their mission to bring you down.
They are everywhere, and I also come home to these people. That's why I feel so hollow.

Throughout my school years, I found myself being dishonest towards other people that I didn't mean to. And did things that I didn't mean to. But just like what aarondf said above, that past is the past.

 

That's right it doesn't have to be the end.

 

It will be okay, and I have to believe that it will be and work my way out.