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(悟) Low-Class Warrior ▬Training in the ► SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE
“Freedom begins with self-discipline.”


Reset again…

 

Day 35 - Oozaru

 

Day 209!

 

Day 12

Feeling good and slept well (finally). Completed my fast (24 hours) and it feels good to fast again. Family brought home more food and there is still dessert (bread and another one I don't know the name). So yes, I can eat them because I need the calories including sugar (obviously in control of it) for the gym. The dessert at home weren't too sweet any way which was good. Gym soon or later.

Surprisingly, little urges especially during my fast. It was not easy in the first 6 - 8 hours somewhere around there. Loneliness & boredom came in as well. Insomnia can get to me on a fast. But thankfully, I wasn't horny at all or barely during the fast. I was expecting it but barely came in. It was creeping up but I was fighting and kept it at bay. Going to restart and start another fast again within the day. I want to do another one.

I have to be careful with fasting because it will increase my urges and it will give me insomnia if I'm on it. I have to be careful how much caffeine I am consuming during a fast. On top of that I am no SR/no PMO. I have been getting withdrawal symptoms with lack of sleep, possibly insomnia (I think I have been experiencing it as of right now), and some anger coming in.

@Redemptionisrequired Wait is Tilopa is the same person using modern milerapa?

Keeping my eye out.

Keep Training Saiyans!

 

Check in day 320.

 

Day 10.

They are here, today I'm battling with some of the nofap enemies (Frieza Soldier race).
It's an easy battle but I must not lack.

 

Checking in Saiyan's!

88 Days Free of PMO.

Overall replenishing rest yesterday. I take action today once more. Meditation, exposure, workout, reading and study.

To the brothers that relapse, please take your time an analyze what lead you down the path of relapse. What emotion were you feeling? What were you up to prior to getting to a relapse? Addressing your triggers is key to moving forward.

Keep training!

@DRAGON_ Sorry to hear you had a tougher week brother, but as a Saiyan you have become stronger. I hope that flu leaves you promptly and you are back at your day to day action! Well done on not giving in to those urges!


@LLOYYD modern milarepa and Tilopa are one and the same, you could tell from the writing and the posts/practices. Modern milarepa had been banned for some reason, controversial posts or something. After a bit of time he came back and created the account Tilopa.

 

Oh I see, I figure it would they were the same person. I only see modern milarepa but Tilopa's account was deleted. You meant Tilopa username was banned?

Tilopa post is still around but it just says "Deleted Account" on the profile. I saved one of them by he linked some of the threads which led to modern milarepa. Modern milarepa is still intact here in the forums. I remember both were here until the username Tilopa was suddenly deleted. Tilopa is nowhere to be found active.

Any way, I find it very interesting and find some points to take away from some of his threads. I will read up some more later when I have the time. I still disagree with his practices for spiritual reasons though. I will talk about that later. Again, I don't want to turn this into a spiritual debate here. I will save that conversation for later.

 

Check --Elite warrior
Be proud Saiyan!

 

Day 7

 

Day 26. Almost Oozaru.
Had a wet dream and don't remember what I dreamt

 

Day 13

Feeling good (mood).
Well I have started my second fast (24 hours) earlier for this week. Gym soon or later.

Maybe I will say more later or not.

Starting again. Ready, set, go.

Keep Training Saiyans!

 

Day 65!

 

Im am here...Day 1...
Challenge accepted

 

Day 210!

 

Checking in Saiyan's!

89 Days Free of PMO.

Another day of good sleep, I feel as though fall/winter weather gives me better sleep overall. I had a great workout yesterday, as well as a wonderful exposure session. I have a busy day ahead with work, regardless the intention remains the same as always. Meditation, exposure, workout, reading and work.

I'm feeling myself calm again.

Keep training!


@Revanthegrey Congratulations brother!! Keep at it!

@DRAGON_ I'm glad to hear you're feeling better brother!

@LLOYYD No, if you see Tilopa's account now as deleted, that would mean he deleted his account of his own accord. If you try to go to the profile of modern milarepa, it will say "Error, this profile is not available" meaning he was banned. His posts associated to his username will still remain on the forum.

 

Joining this thread as yet more motivation and to gamify my journey to real abstinence. Sorry to see that the original creator is no longer on the site, but glad to see his legacy has long since survived and thrived past his departure. Peace -B

 

Tipola, I see then. "This user's profile is not available." That is what I see when I click on his profile (modern milarepa). That means his banned? So no longer active here in the forums?