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Checking in Saiyan's!

33 Days Free of PMO.

I had a strong urge this morning, I deflected it with a cost/benefit analysis in my mind.

The plan for today is, Meditation, workout, exposure, reading and work.

Here are some notes I took down from yesterdays readings of Marcus Aurelius Meditations:

"It is thy duty to order thy life well in every act; and if every act does its duty, as far as is possible, be content ; and no one is able to hinder thee so that each act shall not do its duty."

Let's cultivate habits that support living, that is our duty.

Stay Strong!

@LLOYYD Feel the anger, don't resist it. Observe and learn from, perhaps what angered you in the first place is not worth your energy at all. With analysis will come emotional growth, paving your path to emotional mastery.


@Servo_Operator Congrats on 60 days!

 

It's something I think we go through if you live here in America. Yes, your right it is not worth. I feel little more angry since I am on this journey as I said. Built up of this energy. And at the same the time, I can get ticked off of the most simplest things now with all the semen retention.

 

Day 14

Well I had an strange dream before I woke up. Better sleep today. Nothing but the usual.

I went to the gym earlier and this time another location of the same branch that I go to. Lo and behold, 5 ladies that are attractive that were present this time. Expecting to be less people and no women. But then again as I said, I knew there were going to be there! Before I started this commitment to no PMO/SR & NoFap, now women are present each time. The other side wants me to release I see. 2 or 3 were the ones that I can be possibly attracted to and I would flirt & date. I believe some could just admiring and smiling to themselves when they see me. Nothing more because in my peripheral view I see them smiling at me. Well at least that was it is. I think need to take this as a blessing because it has not gone too far. It feels like I have no female attraction but then again quite a few might actually like me but they are going initiate anything. Just smiling that's all. Not that I am trying base my intention with only female attraction to starting this journey. This is more than that but I would like see the results of that more. Or maybe it happen until I hold on longer. We will see.

As far as urges, in the gym barely any but I like the ladies I mentioned. But I was tunnel vision with my training routine. However, my mind before that I think it would have build up urges because a live streamer (not a cam girl if you know what I mean) and her face looks the same like the P*rn star I was thinking of. Thinking under that category and yes I would relapse if I keep thinking further. I don't want to go into details because some of you might get triggered. Trying make this vague or less detailed as possible lol. It is important not to let your mind wander off into sexual related fantasies. Now you are going in dangerous when that happens. So immediately, I blocked it off in my mind when it started to wander off over that topic of sexual thoughts. Someone on the success stories section mentioned something like this experience so I had the same experience earlier.

Bored as well but I am still able to overcome the day. Usually, boredom eating is my thing when it comes to my diet. Which can be bad in certain situations. I have relapsed before because of boredom but now I think I can handle it now. I am more driven not to do the deed because of boredom ironically. Which is actually to say it was dumb reason to relapse even when I wasn't highly triggered. Not a good release to release. Boredom won't get to me to relapse. I'm good.

Going to relax and get through the day. Keep training Saiyans!

 

check in, getting quite severe urges in the night and morning randomly to fap and sexual thoughts.Can someone give me some advice? literally gone nearly 300 days now on this streak so why am I getting urges at this time and how to overcome these guys?

 

Day 29

 

Hi, can I join the challenge? I’m on Day 4

 

Day 155!

@Spirali, I will add you to the challenge .

 

Thankyou for keeping track!

 

Day 15 - Elite Warrior

Now I achieved Elite Warrior!
I didn't do much. Skipped the gym. Bored and did a couple of things today.
Urges were online. Not too bad. I have been thinking of other things as well.
Such as what I want to do for other goals besides here and an upcoming project I am planning to do for myself during this journey of no PMO.

I can already visual my goals to fulfill after this is journey is done. I completely decided, if I fail in this challenge and the others that I am in currently. I will do this myself but still use the NoFap forums resources. I mean by fail as in if I stumble upon viewing Pron. Going give it three attempts. Because to be honest, there is nothing you can do about it in life. Eventually, Adult content will find you. There were times in this challenge I stumbled across it by accident. But I didn't release and did the deed though. Because of this, I was thinking of relapsing. This was messing with my head with this whole challenge as I was thinking today. I am still retaining my semen and I don't lose my SR/NoFap streak yet. I'm going myself three tries over here. I'm still on my SR/NoFap streak regardless of the challenge. I am still gaining the benefits as I explained in Day 10.

Eventually, I think I might have to break the rules (i.e. viewing Pron unintentionally) because I am still in the process of moving/removing my adult items. Unless I am exempt for that matter.

I have no intentions of releasing my semen. I am still motivated and driven not to MO for the reasons I have given myself. I have the feeling already that I will complete my SR/NoFap goals with or without these challenges. I can feel it & visualize it already. I am confident enough that I would be able to overcame my all urges once it starts coming again since I already experienced it from Day 9. I think I am ready for them once they attack. I still haven't reached "hard mode" per say on this challenge yet. Which can be if I get more female attraction and a lady or more of them starts asking me for sex straight up. And also they would be my type. So that will be hard mode for me already. Hasn't happen yet but I will you guys for sure once I log in my success story here once I complete my temporary goal and including my main goal for here.

It's very clear now why I am succeeding now. My intentions are in a better place compared to the first time I joined this forum.
I know I can do this. My fire inside is there and I know it stronger than ever! And I having fun with these challenges as well
Keep training & keep it up fellow Saiyans!

 

check in-last night was a grind.

 

Checking in Saiyan's!

34 Days Free of PMO.

Some disturbed sleep last night, with some unwanted urges but I have still made it through.

Rinse repeat, making the days count. The plan for today is, meditation, workout, exposure, reading and work.

Keep training!

@zars As someone who went over 400 days, I can tell you it's normal. It means there is currently something in your life that was a past trigger that you would resolve with PMO. Something that you haven't redirected in a new healthier path to managing yourself. It might be obvious, it might not be. It's up to you to find it.

The other thing I would like to mention is this, if these thoughts and urges are frequent, that means you haven't stopped yourself from fantasizing along your journey. If you haven't yet, I'd suggest training your mind to automatically redirect its path when you go down that road. It can be a quote, it can be a personalized mantra you repeat and even just a reminder of why you are doing this. But without fail whenever fantasy occurs, you use that to redirect. As anything itself, practice will sharpen that skill.

 

Day 3

 

Day 14

 

Keep up the good work brothers!