THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

Checking in. Day 6.

 

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Day 1.

Restarted my studies after a long break, the main reason for which i have joined the community. Feel like i am ok now, covid-19 symptoms are starting to leave me.

 

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Day 13!

 

Day 33 checking in.
I had a near miss yesterday.
I fell asleep for a bit and woke up to have a conversation through Skype.
I was in a sleepy, tired zombie state and I visited a porn site. Luckily my training kicked in and I left quickly, without watching any videos.
Still too close for comfort. A good lesson on not using electronics when I don't have at least some basic mindfulness.

My sleep was also somewhat tough with some sexual fantasizing.
It's important to internalize that PMO will NEVER satisfy those urges.
Instead it will only shove us deeper into that unhappy craving state, incrementally making it worse.

 

Great job not giving in even after opening the website .

I also have a lot of sexual thoughts/dreams when I sleep. I get most of my urges before i go to sleep and after i wake up.

 

Start of day 7! I'm one week back on track!!

 

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Day 106: Checking in

There are psychological barriers that we must break through again and again and again. It seems to me that these barriers are a part of our programming, but because our wires are so messed up from being sedentary, action-less, screen-addicted machines our barriers that would save us from danger are now warped into saving us from doing anything that would put the tiniest of stress on our bodies. These barriers must be breached again and again and again, everyday. Whenever you feel the enormity of stress and fear from not PMOing, this is your warped barrier meant to literally save your life. But, getting through those first barriers is necessary in order to see that you are still alive and, more than that, you are okay. I think of when I go running in this case (to the brain stress is stress is stress is stress). The first few miles are the hardest. My body is hurting, my legs are hurting, my chest is hurting, but I keep pushing. Next thing you know all of that is gone, I have breached a psychological barrier. And a few moments later it comes again, but I keep going. This barrier is then breached. I believe this is common to most people.

Get through the threshold!

To paraphrase Goku: You think that Cell is just too powerful for you, but the truth is...the only thing that is stopping you is your own doubts

 

Day 1.

Relapsed yesterday... Sorry Saiyans.

I was so tired that I couldn’t help myself. The lesson? Reminding myself to be vigil isn’t enough. I need to disconnect myself from technology. Lesson learned.

Luckily, I didn’t binge. I immediately focused on my reset. The good news is that I feel like I’ve progressed on a personal level. I didn’t lose all the benefits/progress, and I didn’t spend my time sulking. I took on today (day 0) with a vigor that’s entirely new to me compared to my other resets.

I need to stay present and keep focusing on my goals. I need to stay present. It’s the only way to beat this thing.

 

How to practice sexual transmutation and can yoga and meditation help with that?

 

Also, can someone be my accountability partner?