THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

Day 0 once more
the past 3 days have been productive and fruitful days,
And each night at end of day I’ve seemingly automatically gone right back to the gaps in the fence I found earlier this week. 3 nights of PMO use in a row. I am patching up the breaks in the fence and recommitting to my new path today. Tabula rasa

 

Thank you! Good luck

 

Day 17

Congrats brother!

 

Day 17

Yes sir! My brothers push forward

 

Day 28 saiyans

We must keep going. I have been getting attacked non stop for a long while, and I don't know why, but we must push on regardless. We only lose if we give up. Keep fighting keep going. Use the hate and rage as fuel to better your self.

 

Day 54

 

Day 32

Thought I could share this video for motivation

 

Day 3

 

Resetting my counter, day 1 in progress.
I was browsing and the search bar gave me a suggestion that sounded like a P site name, even though it was not.
That was enough to trigger me and I somehow "sleepwalked" into visiting the actual P site.
After about a minute I got my senses together and left. Even with this short exposure though the damage was done.

It got me out of my relaxed, peaceful state and into a state where I wanted to PMO and relieve the tension.
I did MO after all but with real memories of intimacy from the past. It could be worse but still not good.
It was still artificial sexual stimulation that got me in this state, not a real girl in real life.

I have been taking great pains lately to approach real girl in real life.
I have already been rejected a couple times but I have also seen that some girls were really happy talking to me.
This is a tough path that takes courage, perseverance and a thick skin but it is ultimately very rewarding.
PMO tricks me into getting sucked in this fake world, damages my health and takes my courage and drive away so I can't meet real girls.

I came here for accountability, so I can minimize the damage from this incident and instantly start healing again.
It is worth it.

 

Day 55

 

Day 18

You aren't alone brother. Never give up brother!

 

Day 29 saiyans

Its honestly amazing. Ive been getting attacked both spiritually and in person yet Ive been making lots of progress. I haven't and will not stop bettering my self. Its honestly true, we get tested the most when were about to evolve. Keep going saiyans. Life can sometimes be a cruel reality, but only if we forget we are the ones steering.
Fight or die!

 

Day 33

 

Day 0
Relapsed, first yesterday to porn and masturbation, and then today to porn, masturbation, and orgasm.

Edit: LOL if I make it all the way this time I'll feel like Edison. I found 10,000 ways to jerk off and one way not to.

I am all over the place. This has been a rough month. I'm a little out of it right now.
The biggest sign of progress for me would be no porn because it helps me focus better and engage in daily life. No masturbation helps me maintain a higher baseline energy level and motivation. I have been struggling to keep up with my sobriety on the weekends and I believe this is due to the lack of activity outside of the house and the lack of structure to my day. It's a lot easier to stay clean when I spend time with people during the day.
I need to develop habits, plan activities, and refuel my willpower to make it through the weekends and keep me on track during the week.

I've been listening to a lot of podcasts lately and I want to invest time figuring out my purpose and long term goals. I currently have some such as returning to school to get an electrical engineering degree, getting in shape, learning spanish, and developing a spiritual practice all of which I am currently doing. I'm serious about these goals but I'm not working toward them as hard as I could be. I want more goals and I want do better work with the ones that I have, by better work I mean structured time and not slacking off on the weekends.

I think I spent too much time watching TV, especially on the weekends.
I will have a big chunk of motivation for performing school work which will help me stay off porn by providing priority and urgency to more constructive activities such as time management, study, and homework. I want to leverage this opportunity to create permanent habits and develop strong skills to create a sustainable lifestyle that improves my overall productivity, quality of life, improving my health, and maintaining my fapstinence.

I find that a big void that is lacking in the nofap community is consistent a culture and easily accessible educational material about the transmutation of fap triggers and all the things we don't enjoy in our lives.

Spoiler

This is essentially an alchemical process to reforge internal energies such as stress, frustration, anguish, anger, depression, into a potent fuel to drive a human being towards greater heights or a miracle material to lay the foundation and build all the components of a monument of might within the body of mankind (individually speaking).

Is that just a me thing?

 

Day 4

 

Keep up the good work brothers !

 

Day 19

 

Checking in.
@Thadeus Tuffington I think there are threads dedicated to energy transmutation.
I don't know that much about it myself though.

 

Day 30 saiyans



Second time this year reaching this point. That's pretty amazing progress from my end, first time since ive been fighting this demon that ive reached here. Its amazing, through this year ive definitely had high and lows, but ive been bettering my self the whole time. I haven't stopped training, and am seeing some great strength improvements. Recently became debt free as well, so its been some great growth and accomplishments this year. All ways look on the bright side of life. Keep fighting keep training brothers. We will win!

 

Day 34