The start, new beginning!

Hello fapstronauts, my name is Ali!
Well lets just get to the point right?
So I am new to this website, this community, and I really hope its not a downer since I have tried to cure my illness of pornography and masturbation for over 3 years.

I.... i am destroyed, both mentally and physically. To masturbate, to watch porn is a struggle, I can't stop, just can't... People say that I should find someone to talk about this but its always a struggle to not know what they will feel or say when they are surprised about what I am doing. I need friends that I can always be in contact with, who understand me, who understand how much I suffer from this disease of pornography and masturbation.

As I said, I am new to this community, I know what Nofap is about, I have tried for so long, masturbation and pornography chokes the past, present and future, hope is all lost, gotta get myself back, back to the past, see what I did there? Its from a cartoon serie I watch that is called Samurai Jack, (only the ones that has seen the new season which is season 5 will understand), its the best series that I have ever watched, I have watched it since I was a little kid, well I still am because of my stupid BEHAVIOR!!!

Please contact me so I can start my journey, perhaps we could help each other, I don't need one person to work with, I need many so we all could talk about our past and how all this started, I still remember the exakt details of what happened and what my thoughts were at the point where I first started to masturbate. It all started when I was thinking about the idea of masturbate, what it is and how does it feel, the first feeling, you know? I was sitting on the toilet, starting the whole process, then when I was done I was like wow this is the best feeling ever, and it all began. Well I am not gonna put all my power into this at this time since I want to see if this site is for real, if this community is not just a troll.

Thanks for reading dare people, contact whenever you want if you have any questions or if you would want to talk normally BYE!!

 

No way, are you a bot or a real person? Sorry, I am very rarely able to understand that someone would not think that I am weird and crazy when I talk about these stuff, are you real? : D

 

I would want that really much, I need help too, I really do. My porn adiction and masturbating addiction is so hard to come away from, I need someone to talk with, I really do.

 

Thanks man, I really would need all the advices to stop this sickness, this disease that has been haunting me for the past three years... Thanks for welcoming me to the community!

 

Thanks allot man I will remember you!

 

I don't understand one thing, It says that I am without PM but I am not, like I have not been freed from those two horrors. How do I change that so it says that I am not away from P and M? And what could you tell me what settings I should have done so that I am good? Like Nofap starter, timer, anything like that? Thanks : D

 

Well I can see that you are free from PMO, it says without PMO and for me it says without PM and that is not right because I am not without that YET. Its just beside the day counter

 

Is there a way to show that I am not without P,M or O?

 

Yeah I thought that too, thanks man.