day 34 The save zone pass of day 42 to the day 32 I 'm pretty sure is for avoided the marathon of P after the fall.
Day 55. I've been feeling some sharp pains down there the last couple... Not sure if that's part of the process or what, but I'll keep going. I've been super tired lately. I keep wanting to sleep in and even if I do I'll still end up falling asleep part way through the day. I want to get more productive, but it just doesn't seem to be happening. I feel super guilty about that. I really need to get a side hustle going. I'm proud of the progress I've made here though. Before I joined this challenge I was one of those guys that couldn't go a day most of the time. Actually I'd do it at least 3-5 times a day in response to stress, boredom etc... Pretty much anything really. I was never able to get anywhere close to 55 days. With that being said I have a long ways to go and my overall performance in life has dipped again and I'm still not putting the work in since my schedule fell apart. I guess I'm just once again putting in writing that besides my streak all other progress has halted and I need to get back on it. I am going to focus on getting my place cleaned first.
Day 17. Everything went fine today I’m feeling more productive these days. God blees you all brothers and sisters
Okay so taking action I got a lot of dishes out of the way. Probably one more load to go. I think I will store most of that kitchen stuff away somewhere as I have too much. I may start adopting a more minimalist approach to my place as it is just too much to keep up with all this stuff... I have too much! Also live in a very small space. If anyone knows much about minimalism I would like to hear it.
13 days. Overall, I felt tired and irritated yesterday. Also had some P flashbacks, fantasies and urges bad managed to get through the day.
Day 16 I’m kind of nervous. Last time this is the time that I’ve started fishing and fantasizing a lot about women. So I haven’t fish this time. But I did have a really “real” dream about sex. And it kind of kicked me out of my balance. But I’m still planning on just keep doing the right things I do and plan for the bad times like "I WOULD NOT ENTER THE BATHROOM WITH MY PHONE". I was close yesterday and if I did it would be my doom. Hi @Talz I love minimalism and it really helped me in the past, it’s a nice thing to try out. This video is a nice place to start with.
Day 206 no PMO. Good day. I did manage to see the backside of a beautiful woman but I “bounced” my eyes and it was over as fast as it started. No other urges yesterday. I did have a argument with my wife so that wasn’t great.
Day 20. I woke up with a morning erection and lots of erotic thoughts that simply saw the mind. I played an eroge for 5 minutes. Afterwards I was already watching photos of porn actresses for another 5 minutes. I didn't get to the videos, I was missing just a step... I managed to close all the tabs and stop what I had started. I didn't touch myself at all. This was difficult. Does this count as a relapse and reset the counter? What helped me get out of the situation was remembering everything I've achieved by practicing nofap. Mental clarity, sleep quality, deep voice, and more willingness to get things done.
15 days You decide to destroy the porn ring! You´re a Hobbit now. You must take the ring to the place where he was made, Mount Doom. You left Hobbiton heading for Bree.