Back again for day muber 28, already four weeks in feelingpretty great so far. Keep it up guys it's a long road, but it is so worth it.
67 days completed. Some positive vibes today feeling good to continue this journey. I'm now realizing i have spent more time in thinking about this habits. Feeling motivated when i see my numbers. It's good to see my numbers.
Hey brothers I might disappoint you but I just "relapsed" Well yeah it was with porn, but this relapse feels very weird. I mean earlier I had those "high kicks" and I liked it. But now I just lie here and think: "That's... that's it? This is what I was avoiding for? Bruh" (Maybe some of you will be disgusted after reading this but in this 'relapse' well there came not so much. Earlier there was... well a huge load xD Now it is like... meh) I don't feel anger or disappointment or sadness. I think I still have some benefits. Maybe what disappoints me is this PMO tracker. If I reset it to 0, I felt that I made no progress and it demotivated me. Right now I do not give a fuck. I had 47 days, with some peaking. I just don't know what is this right now. Did I made something wrong?