Day 37. No matter which day you are on, you have to just focus on getting through this one moment, one hour, one day.
Thanks @RiseToGreatness, that means a lot. Thanks also for all your great advice. Have an awesome day!
Its Day 22 and I just got back from doing a mile and a half run with my trainer. Gonna keep chugging along in my streak. I will be prepping some meals for next two days of work.
Day 23 Had a dream that I was Mad-Eye Moody from Harry Potter and I was having sex with a prostitute. That led to me dreaming that I was watching Porn and masturbating, and I was sort of cognizant of the fact that I was dreaming, so in my minding I was trying to trigger a wet dream. However, I woke up clean and I realized I was not even dry humping my bed like I would have sworn I was. I live in a Christian house, and it has kept me more honest than living with my parents as I have not wanted to do things that could be seen as unclean in the house. Tomorrow will mark the longest I have ever made it with out masturbation since before I started looking at porn at age 12. To be honest, back when I started looking at porn is the summer of 2007, I was looking on the screen of my small flip phone where I was unable to watch videos. As it was, I seem to recall porn being much more tame back then. Maybe the weird stuff was already online and I had just not become hardened to it and seeking out the hardcore stuff. While I wish I had never started, I know that it has taught me a lot of lessons about myself including who to trust among the medical profession, and it has led me to know who my closest friends are because I am able to tell them that I am an addict and they don’t judge me. Best, Mathman1994
Day 3 If anybody in this thread wants an accountability partner, let me know I feel like it would be fun to clear 500 days together, and I'm a bit tired of resetting, so having a fellow ringbearer to check in on daily could be fun
Day 3 This time preparing with a better strategy.. I know this journey is worth the effort And the results will be amazing.. Trying harder and trying better Good luck to everybody
The PMO Nine were after you, but you enter the Buckeberry Ferry safe and sound . Keep going my brother!!!
The fact that you have been welcoming people to this challenge and encouraging them for almost a whole year is awesome, you are truly amazing dude!
One more day of walking my brothers and sisters A brother post this before, and i found so insightful, because i stated this many times before, that i will post it here again to reinforce. thank you @Kick-Aç have a great day brave Companion!!! "A guy named Tony Bananers commented this on some video and I found it interesting : "I was a smoker for a few years and learned ALOT about how the tobacco industry works. I learned about how they literally got away with mass murder for years before finally admitting cigarettes are harmful in the late 90's . The Porn industry is literally doing the same thing. The negative effects of abuse are obvious but because we lack any long term studies (internet porn has only been around for very short time on a human scale) they will just continue to deny that a problem even exists. If any other product off the shelf had THIS MANY PEOPLE stating that it is very addictive and potentially harmful, the company promoting said product would be shut down in a heartbeat. The industry already makes disgusting amounts of money and they will pay however they can to protect their business. They are the dealers peddling an addictive and harmful product and we're all just the junkies who can't say no; no matter how obvious and terrible the effects are. we cannot rely on the medical community to save us, this generation, because they move too slowly. However we know the truth and so Its up to us, the NoFap community, to save ourselves and make sure those around us (especially younger folks) are aware of the very real dangers of porn addiction and abuse."
And you are finding time to type long motivational speeches to help us folks, specially us young folks , damn you're so dedicated, you should start a journal , it'll inspire a lot of people. Ik it's disgusting how people who watch porn defend themselves(95% of the people) and criticize NoFap just because they don't want to admit that the facts are real and just because they tried but eventually gave up.