Day 34. Sometimes no matter what I do day is just sad. This is life. Stuff happens. Moods change like weather. It would be pointless to pmo. What would that accomplish? What would that change? Let's just keep going.... Let's just keep fighting! Battles won against pmo addiction: 120. Spoiler: Journey stuffs 34 days hardmode. Denim jacket reward for 180 days. No coffee.
152 days my brothers! Crossing the plains of Gorgoroth... Feeling good and solid, i hope you´re too are doing well in your journey, my friends. Stay focus, stay on the path. Let´s go!! Awareness moment
Day 35. Lots of bureaucracies and talking today. I am close to out of words, but not empty. I was mainly in a good moods. But in the evening I seem to be sad again, or maybe just tired. Probably both. Today just slipped through my hands. Well... Tomorrow they promise good weathers. I'll go to do street gymnastics. Can't wait! This is life. Diverse. And I still want that denim jacket to make it even more diverse. 145 days left. Battles won against pmo addiction: 121. Spoiler: Journey stuffs 35 days hardmode. Denim jacket reward for 180 days. No coffee.
Day 20 & 21 in the books. I didn’t check in yesterday because I’ve been feeling unwell these past couple of days. The positive is that I’ve had zero urges. Anyway stay strong Fellowship, I hope you are all doing well.
25 days Urges yesterday, managed them focosing in my work and with a nap. Worked out but didn't took a shower (I didn't have time at morning) Keep strong my brothers
Day 0, sadly I saw it coming yesterday. It was a steep spike in my urges. I tried to force myself out of it. I trained heavy and did some sauna session to relax the tension, but when I lied down to sleep, my body was eletric. It was a bad night of sleep, and I ended up failing by the morning, when I woke up. I didn't watch any P, but I MO'ed twice. I thought about it, and I won't count it as a relapse, as it was quick and it didn't have those effects in my mind like edging to P. But, it was surely a setback, so I'll reset my counter.
