Amazing brother. But still a long way to Mordor. Remember, just the walk of this day. Today has enough challenges, today as enough learnings. Just this day my brother, no pmo. that´s all that matters, the walk of this day. You´re at the walls of Moria, the entrance. Keep going!!!!
yes, every situation that causes hesitation on you must be delt. so all those triggers that you find along your journey must be taken down before they constitute a real danger. the day should go smoothly (with the natural withdrawal effects). if you feel hesitation to peak in some situation you found a new trigger.
no, you hit the spot sister. the latest point in which i´m working in my tips (probably my last), talks about sexual transmutation. it´s crucial to channel the sexual energy that builds up or we can be overwhelmed by it. some brothers do sports, workouts, tai chi, qigong, some start a new career, a new project, hobbies, etc. choose the techniques that seems right to you. If you end up happy and energized you´re on the right path
Let´s go brother. Set your mind straight, revise your goals, refine your strategy and begin. If you fall, learn and try again. Always. you fall 70 times, you rise 71. C´mon my brother, the Eye of the Tiger!!!
40 days my brothers and sisters. In the pass of Caradhras now. Let´s welcome our new brother @Destroyer of PMO Have a great day!!!
Yeah I know, reg workouts I don't want to push myself too hard, that's not what I need right now, I will think about ideas which would suit me, thanks for the support
0 Days Wrote down my pre-relapse thought process immediately after I was done in my journal last night and I'm about to go through it there now.
Day 0 I relapsed yesterday. I was very relaxed and happy, which pushed me to do it. But I am not worried. I did it for 10+ days, I can do it again.
Day 7 Today I dreamed relapsed... I remember feeling terrible in ny dream and I won't let it translate into real life. I'm going to cast that evil ring into the fire!
I didn't checked in, those last 2 days. I relapsed badly but now I'm more determined than ever! Let's do it once for good Day 0
Seen a bunch of triggering stuff today. Of course that happens on Day 0, where I'm at my weakest and I can use excuses like the streak being "tarnished" by accidentally seeing porn or not really having a streak in the first place to justify relapsing again. Writing here to calm myself down, but I came super close to giving in. Definitely looked at the stuff for longer than I needed to but that's not justification for a relapse. In fact, why not treat this as a test? I just failed to beat an urge, and now I'm getting another equally tough challenge thrown my way. This is my chance to prove I can rise above my last streak.
I reset at 32 days, unfortunately. Trying to learn from the experience. Oddly enough having a sexual partner can be a hindrance as well as a boon. It was exactly one day after our first sexual encounter during this streak that I reset. The chaser effect is such a total mindf**k... Orc again. Day 2.