THE FAILURE

Ok. I DID IT!!! I STAYED 3 MONTHS WITHOUT PMO! It was great, but my hopes were bigger than that, I was thinking that after 90 days without committing I will get a girlfriend, but it wasn't like that, maybe because I worked less on inside . After some time I was so excited that I committed again PMO. Why ? I just want a girl which would understand me and some friends.

I will find that super hot girl whereon I deserve and with her we will rule the world! Muhahahaha)

Guess what? Now I am at the 36 day. Do you know what is going to happen after another 54 days, if I don't get a girlfriend very soon? Yes, you're right , I am going to watch Porn again, cause there is the girl of my dreams . People are making the same mistakes over and over again, they never learn, never understand, never make something Incredible, most of them are average . I stick the middle finger for that .

I don't want to be average . I want to be a SuperMegaExtraIncreRockStargoogle and my girlfriend to be the same, or at least one of them )

Now I know, I don't want to watch porn again anymore, because after 3 months I gave up, like a coward, without to get in the Paradise , I was stupid, I didn't get what I wanted so I relapse . But this is not going to happen again.

I know what I have to do.

I look to get some advice for relationship and how to start a conversation with a new girl that you like . Also some advice for confidence, although I read a lot and I think I have the best methods I don't use them And I don't know why ? !!!?