I seriously tried over and over to quit lesbian porn but my anxiety and depression always get me back to porn
Lesbian porn was my crack. I couldn't get enough. I get urges to peek as i type this. The worst was wishing i was a girl so i could have lesbian sex. Sick torture. I enjoyed the fantasy until i gave in to MO and felt disgusting and ashamed of myself afterward. Think about how you will feel when it's all over with.
Yeah but I never wanted to be a woman I just lust over them and lesbians is my drug I’m a addict I’m so addicted I can’t live without it
You can live without it, but at present this is your go to for anxiety and depression. There is another way. You have to find what works for you. I'm trying to get into exercise, healthy dieting and lifestyle, as well as arresting my impulsive spending, especially when it comes to food. Its all about control it seems. Self improvement and financial manageability are attractive to me. They are constructively satisfying.
