The beginning of the journey

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by tommyouls, Mar 3, 2017.

  1. tommyouls

    tommyouls Fapstronaut

    Hi,
    I'm going to tell you my story, My name is Tommy and i'm 18 years old, when i was young (at the age 13), I was cool kid, funny, friendly, open-minded, i was talking with people easily and girls too. At the age 14, i discovered P by hearing it from some of friends they were talking about it, i was curious, started research about it and i liked it, i stayed watching it as much possible.
    Then i learnt how to M, also i liked that feeling. Day by day, i became more addicted, i forgot how to socialize, how to make friends (i was losing my old friends), i got social anxiety, shyness, sadness, depression, weakness , no self-confidence, fatigue all time, And if a girl just asked me for a pencil, i became like a tomato, i can't even say a word.
    After 4 years till now, i'm in university, and because i have a good looking, girls are always trying to talk with me, people try to make conversation with me, but me i'm fucki#@$ shy, and i hated that, so i went home and did some research on the internet about 3 weaks of studiying why i'm like that without any reason?, why i can't talk to strengers?, why i'm exhausted all the time?, why the fucking i can't approach a girl while she's already smile at me?, why and why ... infinite question.
    Then the big shock that i got, is me who's doing this to myself, i was doing this and i didnt realize, WTFF , I found this term "NoFap", i googled it, i found alot of videos and articles where there's people have the same problems that i have. i saw how NoFap solved their problems and changed their life. So i decided to start this journey, and i'm in Day 5 now and i feel much better and my goal is to reach 90 days without PMO.

    PEACE AND MUCH LOVE. KEEP PUSHING.
    Thank you :)

    *sorry for bad english.
     
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  2. Best of luck buddy
    We support you
    #nomorepmi