Day 0 - Relapsed on day 5. I noticed that going for a walk is an excellent way to clear the mind, I will use this more in the next few times.
Day 28 - SPARTAN TRAINEE Temptation, it came from looking through a woman's IG a few days ago. When I was looking through her content which was all thirst traps photos for some reason my urges starting building to medium urges particularly her. Almost to high urges but the moment it hit I exited it then it became little to no urges. Only brief moment I checked it out. Bizarre, it felt as if it was magic when I came across her page. Then when exiting her page then my urges became flatline again. That's it for that. Today, I hit my PR here in this challenge on my no PMO streak. I believe 27 days was the best on here. But 28 days is my best streak ever in Hard Mode since coming back last year. Again, I will say it but I wish I started over here first on Hard Mode. It's only 100 days after all. No pressure on going further than that if you choose not to after your done. For me, I will go further and further every day. Doing whatever I can over here. That's it. Let's go Spartans.
Day 21-32 Presently on day 33 After thirty days of semen retention my health has improved remarkably. The urge to act out is intense. Taking each day at a time. Need the grace of the Holy Spirit to make further progress. @Dana91 Inspired by your remarkable, stupendous and monumental journey!!
Hello NiceDude, We are not the urges, thoughts or desires that circulate in us. We are what observes when we are present. Good luck with your aim. I am not sure how this works. By replying to your post have I accepted a challenge? If so what is the challenge? I have struggled with getting high and PMO for many years. 12 steps, therapy etc. At the moment i am reminding myself that hosting frenzied sexual imagination in my brain is not victimless or innocent. I would never treat people the way I treat them or myself when watching porn. If I can stop for 60 days it tells me it is not a disease. It can be overcome. Hope to stay in touch.
Day 29 - SPARTAN TRAINEE Last day as SPARTAN TRAINEE I just hit my PR on my No PMO streak today. 29 days of no PMO is the new record for me now! Finally, proud of that but well I did semen retention/NoFap longer. Now this will be ongoing. However long I can go but I think I can make it to my main goal. Next goal is Semen Retention/NoFap streak. I will beat it! Let's go Spartans.