So, you finally went ahead with "The Ashura" (Demon in Indian Culture). It's the demon that will attack you from all the areas you never expected it to be. Its a tough fight but strong-willed never looses. That's the main Final boss of your story! Good luck with all your battles!
dont let that Booring day get to you. one of the reasons relapses happens is because of being bored. Keep your guard up! Going great sir, Hows dating going? Congrats on new rank buddy About to reach 80 days eh, Going good I mean if you see yourself that much in him, then you already know the answer to how to help him by saying what to say. You can just talk about how messed up ur life was 1 year before and talk about change. You already have current you to show as a proof of improvement. good luck on your journey You gotta start from day 0 bud. Everything will take time, be consistent with practice. Did you write the success story? I am pretty much excited about reading it! Good luck. you got this. keep in mind, the triggers and dont let them overwhelm you and dont challenge them just yet! Its all part of the plan. Congrats on new rank btw i didnt notice.
Our brothers @muhagg reached Rank "Eligible for Spartan Army" and @KingSMH has reached "Top of Recruits". Congratulations to both!
Oh my god, i keep demotivating time to time, thinking that i dont have any addiction, its normal, but then sudden;y i realised that i've this PMO problem, I AM WASTING MY TIME, IAM WASTING MY MONEY, IAM DOING WRONG, I can't go in front of god, becuase i think i'am doing something wrong, IM SO SORRY FATHER, IM SO SORRY MOM, im not your good son, he keeps on wasting time in useless things, and wasting energy in these kinds of activity.....I know i can do it, I THOUGHT 2020 will be a great dela for me, but i wasted it ....im not doing good. IM PROMISING MYSELF that I will one day become a great person, a good son, who knows his resposibilties, and not waste time, nd money, because when i see people who dont have money, they pray to GOD that they will provide them this gift of education, food, I see myself as a devil,........ SORRY I DID EVERYTHING WRONG i will improve. I have addiction, BUT I LOVE MY PARENTS, LIFE, and health. PEACE.
Checking in DAY 30!?! @Kratos_GOW pleaseeeeee update my rank and I promise tomorrow after the dust of the Rumble has settle I will update in great detail my past 30 days thank you brothers for such support!
Our brother @ShockTheSystem has achieved new rank "Top of Recruits". Congratulations! Ps. Excited to see Royal Rumble tonight!
Day 44. Not sure I'm really doing this right as not checking in every day, but I suppose I just do when I can. And still going with no pmo so I'm happy on that front. A bit of a shitty day in other ways though. Things I need to work on, unrelated to porn use or anything. Mistakes and accidents in general day to day stuff, but then my reaction to them is one of anger and frustration which mostly ends up at my wife's. It turned what should've been a really nice day into a crap one!! And I'm away with work all week now as well. Need to work on dealing with stress and things not going as planned in a more productive way.
Check in day 5. Finished lifting my wrangler today. Keeping focused on a project is helping a lot. Didn't feel as many urges today. More clear headed than yesterday.
@fg4795 I admire your choosing the sober path and looking after your friend. I'm not sure what you should tell him. He knows your chosen path, and I'm sure your actions speak loudly. Hopefully your friend will see how your living, and it will influence him for the better.