Temptation

Sometimes I just don't want to work on it. I've gotten to 13 days. And now I have some time on my hands. Maybe a little bit of boredom. And I want to tempt myself. I want to see how far I'll go. It's a total mind trick. I want a rush, I guess. I got up earlier today. Not the best sleep last night, for some reason (storms? dog getting in bed?). I think there are times when I get impatient AFTER I've experienced some of the benefits I've read about. No question the last handful of days I've seen a glimpse of some of those benefits but then I'll wonder what happened the next time I don't completely feel 100 percent of them. Maybe I get greedy. At least I'm being honest with myself, though. Something I wasn't doing before which was part of the problem. I guess if it were easy, everyone would do it ("The hard is what makes it good…" - Tom Hanks, "A League of Their Own").