Suicide Posts and people who actually went through with it.

I take it by your post history you are dealing with HOCD?

 

If anyone is suffering from depression which is far too common with porn addiction, just remembered you're not alone and getting help is not a weakness

 

Hey buddy,

I understand how sad that is.

I suggest you spend time reading about people who made it out of their addiction, though. You need to fill yourself with positive examples so that you see that it is possible to move forward <3

Things can get better. I wish you all the best

 

Completely healable. But if it’s real OCD then don’t expect nofap to make it go away. That’s not how it works at all.

 

Quitting porn is number 1 priority, but quitting porn doesn't magically heal OCD. BY real OCD, I mean not just calling it HOCD because thats what every one else calls it. HOCD isn't escalation to gay porn. It's OCD about "what if you are gay/want gay things". Porn escalation definitely can start it, but once you have it the only way to get rid of it is by disregarding the thoughts. You could quit porn for years, and still have HOCD because you keep ruminating over it.

 

It's crazy that so many ppl on here think hold is you liking gay porn

 

Yeah, its sort of just the throwaround word for that kind of thing. I don't think most people here actually have actual HOCD. Escalating to gay porn isnt having HOCD, thats simply escalating to gay porn because your brain wants a more extreme shock.

 

Maybe they are just realizing that they are gay

 

No way. More likely that they are have just escalated to extreme porn content purely for that shock of looking at something dirty and wrong. Unless this stuff is actually a normal part of someones thought process during their day to day life, no way would they be gay.

 

Ok not gay but bi, i mean if they enjoy watching gay porn they might as well enjoy being with a man lol

 

Did he died.? Omg..

 

"Probably" - OP's post is misinforming.

 

It does get f#%king depressing being addicted to this filth doesn’t it. Having to keep picking yourself back up and pushing on again. Then when tragedy hits and we’re still carrying all this garbage makes it so much harder. I’m never giving in but at times wonder if this is beatable.

 

Sometimes i feel so much fear and i feel helpless infront of this addiction. I sometime, think that what if i can never escape from pmo and thats frightens me the most. Some people quit this easily because they just started this out of curiosity and there brain is not that much destroyed. But a childhood trauma victim like me, i think i never will escape this prison.

 

We both hope for the peace of that man, and I also have my worries about you. I want you to live man, there is hope, there is life after porn and the mental disorders.

These things are really serious problems, many people tend to ignore them and not deal with them but they should be dealt with. Anything you want to talk you can just send a message to me, no pression no judgement.