Succubus

Your lesbian addiction? Are you a male or female? Secondly, and no criticism, I am fairly religious myself, are you serious about a succubus or are you joking? -Muzzy

 

Well try and spend some time praying about this each day. Don't be ashamed God understands, and pursuing growth in your spiritual health is something you'll need to do if you want to beat this. Also, have you talked with a Pastor about this addiction?

 

Just a suggestion, have you considered going to a 12 steps program for sex addiction? It's very good, and is very religious/Christian too. One of the 12 steps is literally to put your life in the hands of God.

 

Not to discount what others are saying here. I've been the route of 12 step/spirituality/religion and came to the conclusion that it can be a cop out for people to not take responsibility. I came to this site specifically to not use the addiction/recovery model. Before I had almost a year and a half with some form of sexual "sobriety" and I have to say in retrospect the whole I idea is BS. The human mind/ego is so deceptive it will even blame God for failure to use self control on something that's harmful.

So I'm hoping to find people who are wanting to use the common sense/willpower/ethical mindset in this progression to become an adult.

 

You won't find any easier answers here brother. There are many people who simply won't acknowledge anything they cannot perceive with their physical 5 senses. They are shut off the to their 6th sense entirely and even more so believe this 3 dimensional world is all that there is. There is no convincing or "proof" available outside of what you are willing to be receptive to and discover for yourself. With this said..
I removed a succubus from my aura about 3 years ago and since then my sexual urges, wet dreams & overall compulsive sex with people is gone. This energy had a major influence in my life.
This is important to know after reading that. You are in control of your life still. You invited this thing, perhaps a long time ago, and if you decide to give in and not take responsibility for yourself, you will have it with you for life. YOU are in control, still. Thinking otherwise you will be helpless.. no one can help you if you don't deeply come to this understanding.
These things do exist and if you are having a wet dream every.single.night that IS NOT because you have too much semen build up and the body is naturally releasing. I repeat, IS NOT.
The body doesn't fully replace it's "stock" for about 7 days after ejaculation. Even after that it doesn't reach the point where it needs to release excess semen until about 14 days+, and that is only if you are not transforming that energy into other areas.
So even at best if you are having more than 1 wet dream a week(which is alot!) I would say there is a high chance you are being influenced by outside energies.
My story is a long one, i could pm you it if you want, but the short version is: I caught it in the dream state while becoming lucid. I revoked it with revocation lines in the dream. I felt it leave my nervous system upon awaking like a jolt of lightning out of my shoulder. I sealed my aura with help from someone that day. Even after it still tried to gain a foothold back into my aura again for awhile but when i began really abstaining from masturbation it left for good knowing that i wasn't a steady source of energy any longer, and because i knew it existed now so its cover was blown. These things aren't directly violent types but they are possessive. They aren't wrath spirits, or envy spirits, they are lust spirits. They use subterfuge and stealth to impersonate what you ideally like in a mate. They will present themselves as such in your dreams and seduce you to ejaculate. That energy is what they live off of and they feel like they are in a relationship with you. These are what is deferred to as demonic forces. Their purpose is to steal life energy from you, to feed them.

I'm very careful to mention this only to people who ask because honestly most are not ready to hear it and will flat reject it. Not only do they not understand or believe it they aren't willing to do the work to understand themselves and how their dreams tie to waking life. We spend 1/3 of our lives sleeping and yet many hold that dreams have no purpose other than merely recollection of the days events. They are that but they are also so so much more. And in that inbetween state of not dead, but not conscious aka sleep. There is an entire plane of reality in which your subtle body also exists while your gross physical body lays dormant here, in the third dimension.

Rest easy, seek help and you will find it. Begin to reduce your lust as much as possible. Everytime you view porn again or masturbate you actively open a window into your mind for these things to influence you in your sleep, you basically reinforce the connection between you. You are on your way. Pray & seek answers and help will come into your life.
It may sound cliche in the modern world to many, but the spirit that is Jesus Christ, outside of religious dogma, is ever present in the collective consciousness of mankind here on planet Earth. His soul is ever there to help people in need and who need him. Call on him, he will help if you do with an open heart.

add on: Be aware of anyone who says they are a shaman but they use blood magic, dark magic, or hypnosis. There are alot of frauds out there who can make it much worse. Anyone who doesn't actively encourage you to empower yourself is not a warrior of the light. Anyone who says you must rely on them without question is planning on manipulating you.