starting medication RN, and qutting PMO/sishypno/goon

so i been trying to quit my corn addiction for a few years now with no luck. i can tell you that the addicion is realy damaging for me in so many ways i started of like any guy i think just exploring internet as a child and found some naked girl or what ever. but over the years it got to more and more rough and hardcore stuff i went from normal naked girls to rougher and wierder stuff over the years but i think i reached rock bottom. i came accros something called gooning videos and sissy hypnosis and it realy ruined my life over the last maby 2-3 years now. it made me feel depressed and confused and just overall very anxious. i isolated myself more and more and spent more time alone with this stuff poisoning my mind. i finaly reached out for some profesional help. and i will start to talk with someone about my addicton and im being medicated atm just started yesterday for depression and my ADD. but i feel like total crap. im hoping this will help me get on my feet again but atm i just need to ride it out. i would love to talk to anyone if you have some nice tips or wisdom to share with me feel free.