Feeling of loneliness can consume us to an extent where we start acting like animals. It leads us to a point where we don't want to control our desires and let our desires lead us into whatever pit they want to. No matter how much we want to believe that all of it is under our control, most of the time it isn't because most of the time, we ourselves aren't in control of our desires. Past few days have been hard on me. I had a bad break up with my friends and I didn't know how to deal with it. My body started acting out of this grief. It needed a release of stress. So, it did. I started with masturbation and it led me to watching pornography. I remember atleast 4 nights of shame in past week. I don't want this to be me. This person isn't me. I do not want to be driven by this lust and hunger. I am overstressed and I am trying to study. I am at the point where I have to make a career. Please help. Give your sweet suggestions after you go through this thread. Would mean a lot to me.